Need Help wit poem?

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Need Help wit poem?

its really sad that i cant believe
nor trust
im so confused
i dont no whos tellin the truth
or who just tellin a f###in LIE
like someone i knew
i believed in everything he said
every word he said i believed in
i believed in everything he ever said,
it turned out 2 b all a f###in LIE!
i trusted him,
I believe in everything he said .
you dont know how much you hurt me,
you dont no how much u screwed it up.
wont believe ,
nor trust again,
how can u break my heart,
then say u still love me?
cried tears of blood for you,
do u know what i've been through
drowning in this ocean of tears & lies,
ur the one who caused my pain
u f###in lair,
how could u put me through so much pain,
Seeing our love turn to waste.
do you even realize how much pain im in because of YOU.........
I STILL LOVE YOU,
YOU F###IN B###H!!!
after what u put me through.
I slit my wrist because of you!!!!
now im bleeding here,
left to die.

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4 months ago
can u Help me make it more sense?
help think of a tragic ending??
can u fix the errors??

PLZ & THANK U

Best Answer - Chosen by Asker:

Blah, blah. Boring. Maudlin. Melodramatic. Self-pitying. Childish. Pointlessly self-destructive. Write it in your diary but don't inflict it on other people.

So your ex is a jerk? Not worth your drama. Move on.