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What happened today?

I woke up and took a shower at 8:30. Finished at 9, got ready and left for school by 9 30. As soon as i got on the train people were plugging there nose at me, this caused me to close my eyes, because i was embarrased. The thought of suicide came back to me, "if i get of at the next stop, i can jump from the top platform" Then from the day before on yahoo asnwers, i remember body odor is not worth taking your own life. I ignored all the nose plugging, and the thought that, as the day progresses, the odor will get worse. I cant smell the odor, when i smell myself i smell like my body wash. But others obviously can. I skipped my first period class, saving them from my odor. I found the courage to go to the rest of the classes for the day. Ignoring everyones bad whispers about the smell, and poiting at me. I couldnt handle it, so i left for home a period early. Now i am home back to my suicide thoughts. Body odor is destroying my life. I wish people did not have noses

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8 months ago
I take showers 3 times a day, change clothes everyday, nicely laundered, take zinc tablets, shower with anitbacterial soap, my parents evade taking me to a doctor, they sai i am crazy. I have made no friends although i am a sophmore in highschool. I am the middle of a younger and older siblings, other people treat me like crap. What is a painfree way to suicide?


Best Answer - Chosen by Asker:

I have a neighbour who's feet stunk. Apart from that, he's a nice guy. I told him to throw away his trainers and use some medication daily. I told his mum too. Now, he's OK. He even got a girlfriend now.
I think that dead people stink really badly after a while, so that is not a solution to your problem.