I need motivations cuz i got no dreams?

Question:

I need motivations cuz i got no dreams?

yes i need help.i started playing piano keyboard since January but I am already losing intrest cuz
1.i'm learning from a book and it's a kinda hard to understand
2.ii need motivation
help me?give me some links to sites on how to play keyboard?

Additional Details

5 months ago
i can't afford a teacher

5 months ago
damn diry ape you treat me like a sterotypical teenageer.**** MTV.i think i might pick sexytonia's answer

Best Answer - Chosen by Asker:

dont giv up!