Regrets!. by Jayne Jancys [8-23-08]
Remembering the days when I could tell you anything,
when you were mine and I was yours!.
The days of endless laughs and smiles so rich and warm,
it was like the sun on the Summer sidewalk!.
So full of fire, powerful!.!. dangerous,
but I knew you'd hold onto me forever and never let it burn me!.
Then my heart ran in all different directions,
wondering if I still loved you!.
It scared me to think this could be over!.!. so quick,
without even a moments notice!.
I asked myself can I lose another love!?
No, my heart would split into millions of jagged pieces,
never to be completed!.
so then my heart wandered away and I told you we needed this to end,
the sacrifice I made for you, letting myself slip away into your control!.
I was scared and let you go, you didn't argue or fight,
you just said whatever makes you happy!.
It killed me that you thought this would make me happy,
but I was dying inside!.!. waiting for myself to heal!.
My regrets, unspoken words,emotions, feelings!.!.
to never be said again!.
Open my eyes, let my heart find a way through, lay back in this empty field,
remembering the days I could tell you anything!.
When you were mine and i was yours,
smiles and happiness are gone!.!. just left with agony!.
I hear your voice and I cringe,
feeling jealous and cold when I think you might find another girl!.
The venomous rage of wanting you back,
taking over my soul!.!. I need you!.
but I know this can and will never be,
more than just a fantasy!.
farewell my friend, goodbye my love!.!.
forever in my heart and my dreams!.
this was what i thought when i first ended things with my boyfriend, but it turns out I'm a lot happier without him =] sad, but true!.
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