What do you think of me from this confession?

Question: What do you think of me from this confession!?

i hate people!. i don’t know who i hate more myself or them!. i like to make them feel bad when they hurt me!. i want all those who hurt me to rot alone with no friends to help them!. i would like to have sex but i don’t want to until i am married!. that’s not a big issue because i know i have enough good values to prevent that but i do masturbate now and then!. like once twice a month and hate myself after doing that!. i waste a lot of time doing nothing while i could have studied then!. if i study even an hour longer i could get the highest rank!. but i don’t know if i won’t or can’t!. i don’t have confidence in myself!. i don’t know if i like being alone or whether it is a lack of close friends!. i suck when i’m with others!. i am socially challenged!.and i do love to have attention! but i never get it!. i am super confused right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!Www@QuestionHome@Com

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i think you are very brave!. its hard to admit many of those things for some people!. being honest with yourself is first, hardest, and most important thing to do!. and you've already done it!. its not uncommon for us to want those who have hurt us to know how it feels!. it helps me to regard everyone as me and myself as everyone, don't hurt yourself more than you already have!. do not hate yourself for your body's natural inclinations!. a sex drive is beautiful and healthy for you!. plus if u repress it, it only comes back even stronger!. because of your comment on marriage and values i assume you're someone of faith!. He made us this way because he wants us this way, he loves us this way!. !.!.!. and as for the studying!.!.!. well, im the exact same way lol!. if u figure out what to do about that, please let me know : )Www@QuestionHome@Com

You sound like a human being, probably a teenager!. As human beings we often doubt ourselves, and make mistakes this is all normal!. We are all confused to a greater or lesser degree, all of these things make us human, unfortunately if you are a teenager you've got a large dose of all human frailties and doubts!. But things do get better, as you get older you don't suddenly find all the answers, you just learn to cope with having all the questions!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

You say you hate people but then offer yourself up as well!. I don't think there is anything really wrong with you!.

Your self-loathing is common among comedians, as well as other creative types!.

You sound like a moody, introspective, observant, creative person!.!.!.thats good!.

I think the better you feel about yourself, the better the people around you will be!. give it a try!.

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It's because your teenagers and it's all because of your hormones at that stage!. Only you can help yourself be better now so good luck!Www@QuestionHome@Com

You're normal!. Relax!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

Umm, you sound like a teenager!. Not much you can do about it!. Sorry!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

Hate only hurts the hater!. Know that you are forgiven and that you must forgive in return!.!.!.!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

Try reading the Bible, New Testament first!. I found answers there!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

!.!.!.a young person searching for the truth!.!.!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

12 Points to Remember in Every Situation

1!.? Maybe nothing is happening right now because that's exactly how it's supposed to be for this moment!.

2!.? You can't FORCE someone else to respond how you want them to--you can only control how YOU respond!.

3!.? Manipulation--comes in all forms!.? This is the same as trying to "force" a situation!.? You cannot manipulate a situation (or person) physically, mentally or emotionally
through your words or actions--it almost always backfires (and negatively so!)
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4!.? Sometimes, it's better to walk away, even if only temporarily, in order to get some perspective on the situation!.

5!.? Growth--it's not just for you, it's happening to everyone, for varied reasons in their lives AND yours!.

6!.? You are responsible!.? No one can do anything to you that you do not allow!.? No one can make you stay OR go, without YOU deciding to stay or go!.

7!.? Your thoughts, words, actions---YOU--create your future!.? Nothing is set in stone unless you believe it is!.

8!. Your response to a situation (or person) determines the next step taken!.

9!.? You are not a victim unless you choose to be a victim!.

10!.? Watch nature (ocean, forest, weather)!.? It gives you great clues as to how to live and live successfully!.

11!.? The past is the past!.? If you live there, how can you live in the present!?

12!.? The future is not yet here!.? You can only prepare of it, you cannot live there!.

Keep your control today!!

Love & Blessings
MillyWww@QuestionHome@Com

Misery loves company, dontcha know!?
I'm gonna tell you just what you need! You can take it or leave it, it's up to you!. I have been right where you are most of my life!
I hated myself, my life, and I wanted to die! I tried suicide, several times over the years!. But, as you can see, I am still here!
Once I gave up trying to get out of my life, I started living it! But not without help!
That Guy in the sky picked me up, dusted me off and said, "You got a job to do and you ain't leaving until it's done!"
He was right there, all along! He had tried to reach me before! I was just too stubborn to see it! Or, more importantly, hear Him! It was not until I reached rock bottom, at the bottom of the well, that I started looking up!
I am so happy now! I have everything I could ever want! And I could have had it all along too! If I had not been so foolish!
Well, you seem like you are intelligent enough!. Maybe you will be smarter than I was or at least, not wait so long to have it all!
He's right there, just waiting for you to acknowledge Him! He'll do the rest! You can close the door to all of this and leave it safely behind you!.!.!.to a new life- full of happiness and lotsa love!
Sweetheart, it's all you could ever imagine, waiting just for you! :D
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I am not going to label you as this or that, what I will say is that if one of my children stated this to me I would immediately get her into therapy so that she might resolve the issues that are causing her pain and to not like herself, or others!. So I suggesting to you that you go to someone whom you trust and let them know how you're feeling, so that they might help you to get some help!. It should be your parents but if you can't turn to them seek out other adult family member, a favorite teacher, your pastor (if you attend church), a guidance's counselor, a best friend who might have closer relationship with their own parents and will seek the help of that parent for you, they could have a parent to parent talk on your behalf!. Good luck I hope that you will reach out and get the support that you so badly need, No one should feel the way you do about self, you're just going through something right now, teen years can really be hard, but it can and will get better!. God Bless Sweetie!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

I think you're very young, and that as you grow and mature, you will understand the world better and understand yourself and other people better!. As you get older, it becomes easier to relate to other people!. Go easy on yourself!.
I was a lot like you when I was younger, and I can tell you that it does get easier and very gradually your confidence will grow!. Hang in there!. Some people have obviously hurt you a lot, but stay strong!. Keep your distance from people who are cruel, and try to ignore them and forget about them!. Try to find some kind people who you can enjoy being with!.
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