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Question: Yesterday I was at the computer!.!.!.!?
!.!. and I wanted to do a certain thing on it!.!.!. but then something happened outside of me (emphasis on happened)!. And what can be seen as a blackout of sorts occurred and I came to myself and I was in the kitchen and it was night time and I thought what the hell happened to my whole day!? Not to say that I did not have memory of this day, but that things just happened, and I did nothing but get pulled in a web of associative processes!. And at the end of the day when I was doing something that reestablished the want I had at the beginning of the day, it felt like my whole day was a blackout in regards my will, and what I willed was actually absent from what "I" wanted and more so what whatever stimulus was in my experience at the moment!.

Can you see what or where I am getting at in concept!? And have you seen this if you understand what the first question is asking!?Www@QuestionHome@Com


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Have you read the book "Life is Only Real, Then When I Am!."
It's a tricky one!. What you describe is a normal every day occurence which most often is not given the time of day, so to speak!. It is often referred to as "wakefullness" and "sleep" in esoteric circles!.

One theory is that when we are 'awake' we create excellent memory!.
Before children get too programmed into illusion, they remember things in great detail!. I am fortunate enough to have in my care a five year old whom I can observe daily!. It is quite an enlightening experience!. I ask her for advice as often as I can remember to do so!.

I do not want to guide you toward teachers, especially the ones who start off telling you that you have no will and then ask you to give your will over to them!. That should be a red flag!. Even worse are the ones who tell you that you need to develop conscience and then cut you off completely from all the components of conscience giving them negative names!. The latter is the great tool of sociopaths!. They are soul killers and very lucky that hell and/or karma does not exist as such!.

There is great advantage to letting all negative emotions go by like so many cars in a slow moving traffic jam!. That includes guilt and worry ones stirred up by the idea of wasting time!. One needs to come back to the present since that is all we ever really have!.

Cheers!
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Yes you are addicted to your other life here in the tweak box!.!.
All the things you want to do will have to wait now that the day is gone!.
You get up and break the spell only to see that you have done nothing in your live life, hence the feeling of the beginning when you started and stopped and entered the blue nowhere!. You blacked out when you entered here

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Yeah I get it!.

My life is pretty pointless too!. I try to ignore the fact that my existence doesn't matter except to a few special people in my life!.

Another thing I do!. I constantly buy new toys!. XBox, Plasma, stereos, paintball guns, skateboards, bikes, gadgets ect!.!.!.!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

Did you ever look back on a week, or a day and just think, where did the week go!? or, this day went by fast!.

You are probably stressed out by something, very likely you're bored, and definitely tired!. Www@QuestionHome@Com

!.!.!.its a mental break down, to much stress and tension!.!.!.

!.!.!.avoid, expectations, over commitment and being a
workaholic!.!.!.

!.!.!.!.slow down and enjoy life!.!.!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

Poof!. It happened again and you saw it passing by at the speed of stop!. Slow motion replay of tomorrows events as they have already happened!. Intrinsic developments of temporal misgivings, directed to a place not of your choosing!.

As the merry go round quit spinning, there were no souls left on board!. Flung far and weird, things had occurred recalling the moments, in which you knew, nothing will be different from here on!. Caverns reveal light, sun cools you, waves leave arid tastes in your eyes!. Dots connect chasms of never with clouds filled of when!.

Don't blink, or!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

Blackouts can generally be divided into two categories, "en bloc" blackouts, and "fragmentary" blackouts!.
En bloc blackouts are classified by the inability to later recall any memories from the intoxicated period, even when prompted!. These blackouts are characterized also by the ability to easily recall things that have occurred within the last 2 minutes, yet inability to recall anything prior to this period!. As such, a person experiencing an en bloc blackout may not appear to be doing so, as they can carry on conversations or even manage to accomplish difficult feats!. It is difficult to determine the end of this type of blackout as sleep typically occurs before they end!.
Fragmentary blackouts are characterized by the ability to recall certain events from an intoxicated period, yet be unaware that other memories are missing until reminded of the existence of these 'gaps' in memory!. Www@QuestionHome@Com