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Question: Despair, saddness, heartache, what is going to come about in my life
My story begins back in September of 2007!. I was going to college where I was viewed as a loner or a person that stayed to himself!. What happened next, followed harassment by my dorm room of college kids my own age (Eventually a guard would be put below my window)!. I left the college, but it was in regards to a decision in career opportunities not met while at that college!. Three months later (January of 2008), I decided to return (stupid) only to find harassment and stalking becoming ever more commonplace!. In campus I was followed around, made fun of and harassed!. Eventually, things that I would do in my apartment, people would know/repeat what would happen there!. In fact every time I would move in my apartment, a car alarm would go off; deployed by the students that stayed in my building!. Eventually it got so bad that there was a protest that happened below my apartment!. I decided that I would move to another apartment that was offered by student housing!. This was worse, being that this place was bugged, and a man inside a vehicle outside my apartment would yell degrading comments every time I would move in the apartment!. Now through this experience comes a question as to how would you know your apartment was bugged!? Well, I would here people talk about my apartment on the street, or hear the exact same songs being played in parties that would play in my apartment!. Eventually it got so bad that people outside my apartment would yell me going to kill you!!! As well as kick the apartment wall outside my apartment!. It was from this point that I decided to talk to the police!. When I talked to them nothing got solved except the harassment being more intensified!. Men outside my apartment were yelling degrading comments, students were demanding I "talk to someone" due to my loner behavior, and I began to become an outcast on the college's campus!. Eventually being referred as a weirdo, psychopath and other degrading terms!. When I decided to leave to go home, men came outside my dorm room demanded I stay at the college, and began to make death threats!. It got so bad that I could see them outside the window making these threats!. That is when I decided to call the cops a second time!. When the cops came, they said there was no foot prints outside my window, and requested that I go to the hospital!. While there I see the exact same guys that were there outside my window were there in the hospital (same guys that bugged me)!. Fearing for my life, I told the doctors that I was hearing voices and was put in a hospital!. Thinking that everything would be alright, the people in the hospital said, that you should go back to the college and they began wearing the college's emblems (From one nightmare to the next)!. Eventually I got out of the hospital and went home to my parent's house!. When I was there I found the wires in my basement messed up, and my house, and phone conversations "bugged"!. When I would go and walk on the street things that happened in my house, people would know about!. In fact joke and talk about the ailments that happened in college!. On top of that!. While driving on the road, a phone company truck, and/or hospital van would show every single day!. To top this off, every time I move in my own house, a car passes by with a person yelling out that you messed up and/or electrical pulses are sent through my house!. On top of that they cause havoc in the world!. For example, every time "I would mess up"(as said by people who yell past my house everyday) I would see problems within my community and the world even though it sounds crazy!. Because of my hospitalization, if I bring this information up with my parents, they think I going nuts and think a higher dosage of medication will work!.!.!.!.!.!.but I am not nuts!. For crying out loud I faked the illness to escape that havoc!. So my life has been a living hell ever since I decided to go back to that college in January!. Since that time, my life has been of harassment, stalking, and my house and phone calls being bugged!. It's as if there is nothing you can do anything about!. I want to mention that most of the people in my home town changed their license plates to the license plates of the college I went to!. Plus on top of that each neighbor I would wave hi too, guys in pick up trucks would go to their houses and install bugging equipment within their residences!. I witnessed this happening!. The last thing I want to add is that now every time I go past a cell phone, a third party participant yells degrading information over the phone!. And everyone in my home town considers me a psychopath for leaving the college!. To add further woe, when I left the country to visit a relative, these same things would happen there!. The only difference was that when I would "mess up"(as said by the drivers), they would honk their horn!. For example, if I would get up too fast, or start moving around a car would beep its horn!. All these events that occurred are real though it sounds crazy!. My illness was faked, but my experiences real!. The college I went to: the University of Michigan!. In terms of who is stalking/harassing me/electronic harassment or who bugged my parents house, cars, and my car: the government!. Found out through an agency that specializes in this!. They also explained why I get the electrical shocks in the form of popping sounds throughout my house!.Www@QuestionHome@Com


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dude that was a lot of typing and **** and a lot of reading but i read it all!. twice! lol
but as far as i can understand it looks like you life is hell and i think you may want to go to karata classes or self tefense classes or something!.!.!.!.!.it reminds me of my brother and his friends!.!.!.they you know like pick on me and all that crap!.!.!.!.its there way of having fun!.!.!.sense this sounds like you don't know who exactly is doing this to you but i would try to get back at them!.!.!.!.!.me i am sorta a loner my self and it is hard going through life being a loner so i picked up a mean streak!.!.!.!.!.!.didn't get friends until the 6th grade!.!.!.well friends i actually wanted to see or talk to!.!.!.!.!.and that was three years ago!.!.!.the electrical shocks you got going on in your house sounds weird and freaky!.!.!.i would sell your house and move to like some other town!.!.!.!.i know that sounds like something you want to do but you can't because of money, i would try to find the cameras (bugs) microphones and ****!.!.!.!.but change the locks on all of your doors on your house and make sure that all of you windows are locked and i feel sorry for you and what you have to go through to make it through everyday!. serious!.!.!.!.!.!.hope i some what helped!.!.!.!.latersWww@QuestionHome@Com

I think that the major events in your life are ones that you have created!. I cannot figure out why you created them but you have let your "fears' overcome you!. One line in your treatise struck me as revealing why you may feel the way you do!. You said "!.!.!.!.I am not nuts!.!.!. I only faked my illness!.!.!.", you cannot fake what you are!. The professionals that you see ( and I hope you continue to see them) are right, you have mental issues that need to be addressed!. Start by accepting the fact that you have a mental sickness and seek help for it!. Admission is the first step to recovery!. From what I read you sound a little paranoid!. I think that if you realize this then "healing" will come about!. Get Help!. Stay on your med's and find a way to block out the voices you hear that YOU create!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

Um!.!.!. I know you said you faked the illness but it still sounds a lot like schizophrenia!. It just doesn't sound like coincidence!.

Perhaps you should see a doctor who specializes in this sort of stuff!?Www@QuestionHome@Com

!.really you do not have any physical trouble!.all are imaginary!.you imagine in such a way finally the imaginary things appear as if real and you are in real trouble!.its a sort of mental condition!.you need a very good doctors counselling!.mean while wear a copper ring either to hand (not to fingers ) or to left leg!. i think by the end nov '08 you will be relieved of your troubles!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

If any of this is true then we are living in Scary Times! Why would government be after you!? What have you done to attract attention!? There are too many questions only you can answer! This doesn't normally happen to every loner!.!.!.Www@QuestionHome@Com