I feel selfish and confused
I have so many role models that I want to be like!.
One is a friend I had!. She always had this awesome sense of style and I have wanted to be like that!.!.!.wearing what I really want to wear!.
But since she did it naturally second nature!.!.!.I feel like I don't have right to do it! Am I right!?
Just because I'm conciously thinking that I want to be different should I not do it!?
I also know someone else who I'd like to be like!.!.!.she is sweet and sensitive and feminine while I am a tomboy!.
I know that's what I'm like naturally!.!.!.but!.!.!.can I change into someone more like her without giving up who I really am!?
I know who I want to be!.
But I feel like!.!.!.If I try and become her than I'll be turning my back on my self NOW!.
The problem is!.!.!.I'm not a great person at the moment!.
If I had an outlook on life like my friend and a quirky sense of style I think I'd be happier and more of who I want to be!
I'm confused about this!.
Can I conciously change myself!?
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