I'm killing time while I wait?

Question:

I'm killing time while I wait?

for life to shower me with meaning and happiness.

Best Answer - Chosen by Asker: To live a "meaningful" life requires vision of how you "live" your "life"; to have a keen sense of how what you do today will then impact your life in the future, and that you would therefore not look back upon your life with regret(s) over what you have done or not done. Regarding "happiness"- it is a "state of mind", not a "possession" that one can hold, and it is in this misperception that happiness appears to be so elusive. Waiting sometimes works, for there are times when you must wait for what is worthwhile to have, but it is in your living day-to-day where your "life" will really count.