Sorrow, do you have a special month in the year that tears you apart?

Question:

Sorrow, do you have a special month in the year that tears you apart?

I lost my dad in June and we buried him on my son's first birthday.

I lost my baby boy in the month of June.

I lost my baby daughter in the month of June.

Last year on my birthday, June 24th I got the call my mom was dying, I rushed to the hospital and held her all day long in her bed while she was dying, for four days I held her until she opened her eyes and looked at me and let out her final breath.

The entire month of June now I walk around like I don't exist and memories flood my mind with such pain it is unbearable at times.

June for me is the worst month for me to get through. Was wondering if anyone else has had soooooo much pain happen in one month

Best Answer - Chosen by Asker: My husband died this last December and he died 3 days before his birthday, also in December. From now on that will be a hard month to deal with.
You've had so much loss. I'm so sorry. I know it's hard to cope sometimes.
While writing this I'm thinking that in December I'll try and help someone out. Maybe someone that is sick in the hospital or someone sick at home. Visit and talk with them.
I think that would make me feel better.
I wish you well.