"Blake!" Her voice trembled and yet seemed to outbreak every voice in the
airport!. He turned to the sound of her devastated voice, something he
never caused, but always heared in times of desperation!.
Ava's body slammed against his as she grip against his arms, feeling the loss
of her bone mass in her knees!. A tear rolled down her cheek, leaving a
path of anger within herself, desperation, and the sadness that rumbled
thunderously in her fragile body!.
His jaw clenched and his eyes didn't unlock from her face!. He swept off a tear
as she pressed her sobbing eyes into his neck!.
"You can't go-- the world will stop moving!." Ava's hands slid up unsteadily
to his neck and he placed his always warm hands in between her shoulder blades!.
"I'm pretty sure this world is fine without me-- your better off without me!.
I'm better off doing good elsewhere, to clear my head!. I've fighten
all the feelings I could for you; I've accepted them and expressed them
as strongly as I could, but my heart's always been at ache, knowing your
in love with the impossible means that I can never be the one!." Ava curled
in her lips and stroked his buzz-cut hair that always seemed to suit him!.
"This will hurt you more!.!.!. leaving," Ava cried!.
"Of course it will kill me, but I'll learn from it!. I'll grow detatched
from the pain, able to subside it to a condition where its only a little
unharming burn in my heart," his arms were unbreakable as he pressed her cold,
unwell body against his warm one!.
"You!.!.!.your!.!.!.leaving me!.!.!.because!.!.!.!." Ava stopped and shook her head,
realizing what she had been all along, "because!.!.!.I'm a heart-braking
monsterous devil who's shallow and wouldn't even notice the horrible
feelings someone is dwelling on deep inside if I was standing next to them!."
Ava broke into sobs again and Blake stroked her long, wavy hair!.
"I've loved you all along, heart-braking monster or not, your the unbelievable
Ava that I, a hopelessly love-lost moron, fell in complete love with!. And that's not a mistake,
its an unpredictable annoyance that I can't deny!."
Ava almost wanted to drop on her stomach and whine and cry until she had
no more tears, and then the little strength she contained was left to say
what she wanted, but she choked on the words continously!.
"You wanted to leave me without saying goodbye!?" Ava's mumbling words
slurred with the choppy gaps of air and the rolling black tears along her
bright pink cheeks!. The throbbing pain in her chest only became more severe
with each word of unfound hope!.
"I can't ever say goodbye to you!." He released his stare and shifted his
green-blue eyes toward the ignorant people of the airport!. A loud speaker
crackled and Ava looked hopelessly at his expression!. Not knowing what he
was hiding, but he was pretty dang good at it!. Anguish, pain, fear, or
unsteadiness!? Nothing!. Blank eyes that hid the open plains of his truthful soul!.
Ava gulped the question that trudged in her mind!. "Out of all things, you
decide the best way to teach me a lesson is to leave and go to war!? To
a whole other continent, what seems like all seven oceans and two galaxies away!?"
"I could never prolong in another galaxy fighting for my home and its people without you
at least a phone call away!. Imagine the phone bill!." His laugh was a sweet unforgetable drowning symphany; he was obviously
trying to lighten the moment!.
Ava gave a helpless smile and he lifted her tear-soaked chin as she spoke
in a trembling, quiet voice, "Yeah, but do you know the anguish, fear, and disaterous
stupidity for my efficentness on this staying lecture your making me dread now!?"
He ran his finger smoothly along the lines of her jaw, catching several draining tears,
and ignoring bypassing strangers, "Like what I've been feeling for the past serveral years
of my life!? If so, yes!."
Ava shook her head in disappiontment of herself, "I really can't make you stay!."
"My mind's as closed as yours in this decision and how to handle it!."
Ava grabbed his jaw and kissed him lightly on the lips and as she pulled back
she saw some muse in his eyes-- something that told her this is all he wanted
for sometime, and to go to this extense to get a simple, gentle kiss!? Complete
foolishness!. Blake kept one of his hands pressed between her tiny shoulder blades
as he pulled out a slip of lined paper that looked old and torn!. He unattatched
one of her hands around his neck and placed the paper in the only place she was ticklish, the middle of her palm, and he would know!.
She unclasped the golden locket settled along her collarbone with her name beautifully engraved on it, something
she had received and always adored!. She placed it in his unattatched hand, watching
the gold strands of the necklace pour in between his fingers like her melted heart!.
A smile grazed upon his face that wasn't a pleasant one, more like a disagreeable one
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