(Abyss Of Flames)
I'm so sick of trying to connect all the dots
I'm tired of sharing all of my thoughts
I don't care what you think, cause it's not about you
Would you give me a break, it's the least you could do
I've been through some ****, and I just want to explain
But in talking to you, I am no longer sane
I'm releasing my anger and I'm letting it flow
I'm sharing my past, and how I can't let it go
Would you get off my back about each grammatical error
This story is mine, and you're not the bearer
So please just shut up, and have a good listen
There's some valuable lessons that you might be missin'
I'm not one to judge, but you're on top of my chart
As the person I hate most, for despising my art
Why don't you get it, I am just seventeen
I don't care if you like me or if you say I am mean
But I'm not who I was, and I never will be
The kid that you knew, and still think to be me
So stop all your praying, I will never go back
When I started to write, I got of the track
Now I am different and I'm not like the rest
My goal is no longer to be one of the best
Now I'm just trying to get through the day
Without cursing God's name or just walking away
I fell to my knees, and I thought I got up
But I simply fell deeper, but not deep enough
So I continue on down and there's no standing tall
I went to the edge, and I continued to fall
So here I remain and there's no going back
I thought there was hope, but my thoughts are not fact
So much for thinking that I would be saved
The distance I'm falling leads right to my grave
There you will find me, buried down deep
If there was just one memory that I could still keep
It'd be the memory of the year two-thousand and five
Where the hope I once had was still considered alive
Because hope is everything that it comes down to
When all hope is lost, your fear will just grind you
Into an endless abyss of flames!.!.!.
(The Ground)
Whether I get rich or whether I stay poor
Let me say it doesn't matter any more
Whether she says yes, or whether she says no
Tell me friend, where's it all gonna go
Far beneath the ground
Far beneath the ground
The Ground!.!.!.
I'll become the dust from which I was formed
I'll be the sand that blows within the storm
When I've met my end
When I've met my end
Whether I live free, or I'm stuck behind a cage
My life is a play and the world is my stage
Whether I work hard, or I do not work at all
One thing that I know is that I am gonna fall
Far beneath the ground
Far beneath the ground
The Ground!.!.!.
I'll become the dust from which I was formed
I'll be the sand that blows within the storm
When I've met my end
When I've met my end
There will be no sign and there will be no trace
No one will remember the look upon my face
When I dive into the ground
Dive into the ground!.!.!.
The Ground!.!.!.
What I've Done
Thoughts are racing, as I fall to the floor
I'm screaming in pain, I can't take it anymore
I grab hold of my head and I yell to the sky
“Is this how it ends, could this be how I die!?”
I crawl to the stairs, but I can't reach the top
I keep falling down, I don't think I can stop
I reach out my hand, hoping God will grab hold
I'm left here alone, stuck in this bitter cold
Tears start to fall like rain from the clouds
I cry out in agony, “Why is this happening now!?”
I try to stand up, but my knees start to shake
I don't know how much more I can take
My life starts to flash, before my own eyes
Is that a sign saying, soon I will die!?
I've got to keep moving, I don't think that I can
How can I move, when I can't even stand!?
I've come so far, from where I used to be
Which might be for nothing, as I'm sure you will see
The sad part about it is, I did this all to myself
I'm dying from the inside out, because of nobody else
I look up at the sky yearning for someone's hand
When people see me, they don't understand
I'm cradled in a ball, alone and so afraid
I'm looking at the clock watching time waste away
I'm killing myself slowly, there's nothing I can do
Except pray to God that my death won't affect you
I'm sorry I let you down!.!.!.
Bridal Gown
I knelt upon one knee, and asked her the question
In case you didn't understand my implied suggestion
That is the day I learned something I did not know
I left everything I once knew, as I lifted up that stone
I bought her a ring, you should've seen her face
She cried for a moment, then gave me a long embrace
I stood up from the ground and asked if that meant yes
She smiled at me and replied “That's a good guess!.”
We hugged once again and immediately left town
I've never been so happy, nothing could bring me down
We went on living normal lives for another year
Then after long discussions we faced all of our fears
Now here we are about to finally become as one
No our lives aren't over, they've only just begun
I love her with all my heart and I know that she loves me
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