If you care enough to spend you're time reading it, the first part is here: http://sharepoetry!.com/poem/29112
To understand this part it isn't necessary to read part one!.
This is long, but worth it!
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The next thing I know,
I’m laying in the cold ground!.
It was all like a dream,
too close to perfection,
too close to absolute joy!.
But then, the hole that was my chest
told me it turned to a nightmare!.
Or did I just wake up!?
It wasn’t just my heart you stole;
it was my lungs,
my mind,
my soul!.
How do I breathe!? It’s so hard; everything hurts!.
What I would give to be numb!.!.!.or just less pain…
just deathly torture,
not this torture that is ten times worse than the unknown, lingering on the best memories, the worst wounds!.
Those sweet, believable lies…
A shock runs through my veins!. What is this!?
Anger!.
No, I always knew that I wasn’t good enough for an angel!. Yes,
it is anger!.
Hate!.
Passionate hate, I hate myself through and through!.
I made me lose you, and so I lost the world,
the universe!.
My hands are clutching something colder
than the soft cement I lie on!.
What is it!.!.
Dull…dull!.!.!.sharp…very sharp…
terribly, blissfully sharp!!! I realize!.!.
A knife!.
The closest thing to peace runs through my body!.
With all my strength,
weak as I am, I raise my arm,
and with it the blade,
Above my chest,
Let it fall!.
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