ALONENESS OR LONELINESS
Often it comes to my confused mind,
Where comfort and happiness I can find,
Am I the only one who is alone!?
Or loneliness is my only heavy stone,
What makes my heart so heavy, a weight!?
Can some one anyone apprise me to date!?
Why do I search for peace in crowded places!?
Why do I go to clubs and stages!?
Why can I not understand this simple thing!?
Can just any one tell me what happiness does bring!?
Some day I shall hope to find,
And know that in this world I am not alone,
Then I shall realise that in loneliness,
One can seek happiness and if ones' wise!.
I am not the bird flying aimlessly,
Nor an animal strolling away jovially,
I am myself a lonely but unique star,
A whole entity all by so many a standards
Aloneness is just a state of imagination,
Fellow citizens it is simply a fixation!.
WHERE IS MY LOVE
All around me I find deathly silence,
It at times is so killing and does me silence!.
Then suddenly I look around and become mad,
Where my dear where have you, it makes me sad!.
Often I ask where I should go in search,
As my loved one has left me in the lurch,
I suddenly wonder if I shall recover,
Before she comes and my solitariness discover!.
The when I think I've found my peace,
I realise none can my love fleece!.
Where, just let me know where love has gone,
And left me all alone this fine morn,
Tell me where I can go, look discover,
And find my dearest one recover!.
Have I really found my love, if so where,
Do I have to look for you in despair!?
Heaven knows my love I cannot live without you!.
Can someone tell me what is really love,
This is a common human inquiry,
Tell me love what makes you a living story!.
AM I STILL ALIVE
MY burning heart an igniting sole,
A piece of my burning soul,
A wandering soulless figure,
Seeking happiness, hither and thither,
Caught in the mangle called monument,
A deafening sound a silencing moment,
With helter and smelter here and there
Noise pollution and dirt everywhere,
How come I am still alive!?
Am I really alive or imagine my existence,
Well to live on I have to face all resistance!.
Yes I am still living!.