Why me!
Im tired of people using me and acting like they care !
Im tired of people expecting so much from me and act like I mean nothing!
Im tired of men pretending to love me but truly don’t care!
Im tired of family treating me like im not even there!.
Im trying to better my life but im being pulled back down!.
Im trying to overcome pain but people keep hurting me!
Im tired of knowing whats about to happen and cant change the future!.
Im tired of crying my heart out but no one cares!
Im tired of my father acting like he doesn’t even know me!.
Im tired of caring about EVERYONE ELSE and they don’t care back!
Im tired of doing this alone!
Im tired of no one having a shoulder for ME to cry on!
Im tired of being a good woman
Im tired of being attracted to bad men
Im tired of working with nothing to show!.
Im tired of giving myself to everyone but no one!
Im tired of being fooled!.
Im tired of wondering!.
Im tired of everything when do I get a break!?
Over the past 12 years, I have become friends with disappointment, pain, and low-self esteem!. Its sad but they are the only friends that I trust to be there!. They are the only friends that love me enough to stay around! THEY ARE MY ONLY FRIENDS!
Why me!? I try not to lie! I try to be true!. I try not to steal!. I try and be the best I can be! Why is this never enough!? It makes me wonder if I could ever recover! Will I ever be happy!? I always have said yes but my life keeps telling me yes!. I try to ignore the negative energies!. They are just too strong for me!. I cant handle it!. It has become too much on my heart!
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