I'm sleeping in the gutter that leads to the bay,
And the coastline sky leaves me with something to say,
'Hello my good friend may you spare me a smoke
I would buy you a pack but my wallets broke!.'
I'm transfixed on the evolution of the soul,
And I am losing what it was I though I know,
Your love is a bird cause it flies all the time,
But your no pigeon cause you never come back!.
I'm a mess a total distraction to who I used to be,
I light a match in the summer because I'm freezing,
What I could do if I could get over my poetry,
Maybe I could smile!.!.or even learn to be!.
I'm drinking vodka and it's only 7am,
It's not the best way but it still is living,
Even if I could replace this face with a smile,
It would only be able to last a while!.
My heart's in a shell with the goodness inside,
Like a fucckkin m&m my heart is learning to hide!.
I've lost my sense of stability and my family,
Oh well at least I still have my poetry!.
I wanna replace this face with a cardboard cutout,
Of the ocean and all of it's beauty,
I scream causing it's endless waves,
So Tonight I guess I will learn to be okay!.Www@QuestionHome@Com