How do you feel about this message and do you think it is too ugly?

Question: How do you feel about this message and do you think it is too ugly!?

you reek of rape and suicide
but i can get past that
these thoughts that i must always hide
scurry away like rats
hiding in the shadows
every time a light shines in
lurking in the crevasses
as if they wait to feast again
on innocence and childhood dreams
to leave a nightmare corpse
you stole the very heart from me
with the way that you forced my empathy
your mark is left upon my wrists
my revenge is in that i still existWww@QuestionHome@Com

Best Answer - Chosen by Asker:

Wow Lovechild '
this is off the hook and so raw and to the bone' and i loved it all!.You always write from your heart and soul and that's why i always love your poems so much!.!.!.Bravo to this one!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

I like it!. It has graphic, emotive words that conjure up an image of a strong child/adult personality who overcomes a sinister, disgusting entity!.
I love that it finishes with the triumphant!.!.!.!.!.;
"I still exist"!.
Exeptional!Www@QuestionHome@Com

Very powerful!.!.!.!. but very dark!.Www@QuestionHome@Com

I like it, it's meaningful!. Did you write it!?Www@QuestionHome@Com