this smile is startin to fade away really fast!.!.
and the tears!.!.are building up again!.
i told myself to be careful!.!.
and once again!.!.
i drove myself into a ditch!.!.
You can make me laugh!.!.
so very much!.!.
and the other times!.!.
you make me cry!.!.and upset!.
i try to stay shut out from the world!.!.
because when i open up
it always hurts me in the end
Im so very lucky to have met who i have
because they love me and i know it
but sometimes i wonder
if they know that im scared all the time
to love them in return!.
I decided not to long ago!.!.
this mite be worth it!.!.
and i was happy at the thought
but then!.!.i realized!.!.
im right back to where i was
when "he" had done it to me b4!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.
he!.!.!.!.hurt me bad!.!.and even though its been months
i still cant listen to this certain song
without wishin it never existed!.!.
Honestly!.!.i wish i would never of met you!.!.
or them!.!.because you are so very special!.!.
they are oh so very kind hearted!.!.
i wish i could hold your hand!.!.!.
and i wish!.!.i could hear you say!.!.
what i need to hear!.!.
not what i want to hear!.!.
im fallin for someone!.!.
i told myself i wouldnt!.!.so!.!.!.!.!.
im bckin out now!.!.before i lose it all
the happiness!.!.the friends!.!.
everthing that makes my outside!.!.me
and im going to save the girl!.!.
inside!.!.!.who cant take this battle!.!.nemore!.Www@QuestionHome@Com