I'm 16 now but I was rereading my diary!.
A seducing drug,
a powerful obsession,
Tempting my mind,
Just beyond my reach!.
But our gazes lock!.
TIme freezes and shatters,
That one miraculous moment,
Like flying off a cliff,
When I become high and exhilarated,
And almost lose control!.
But I regain composure,
Afraid to make mistakes,
So I look away,
Trying to deny
A severe disappointment,
That he didn't want me,
That I was worthless!.
But I would always tell myself
That next time,
Maybe, just once,
He'll come over,
And greet me,
But deep down,
I knew we just weren't meant to be!.
What do you think!? I remember when I used to be obsessed with certain guys for weeks at a time!. It was pretty unhealthy, but really fun!.Www@QuestionHome@Com