its checkers its chess its my heart throbbing and something other than blood pumping through my veins thoughts escaping my chest its the words you didn't say that i pretended to feel and its the reason i won't admit this is real!. its easier when your not around and it has nothing to do with seeing you because i saw you clearer in theory when there wasn't a sound for miles and miles all i knew was what i wanted to and thats what i hate about you!. before my mind was in ignorant galore and now as if i'm a thinking whore selling myself to every idea and now its as if i can't go back i miss pretending and lying was the best but now i can't because you've burdened me with the truth, a prolonged torture incomparable to the punishment that was your presence in my life !. now i don't know whats worse, that my most profound epiphany was caused by one of my greater regrets or that i'm allowing your presence past tense signify a value greater than any previous debt!.
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