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A new one for you....kinda differant than what I normally write....comments???

I know it hurts him,
I don't care.
He's not feeling
What I've felt,
What I feel.
He's stopped me before.
I'm tiered of hearing over spoke words,
"I love you", "It'd kill me".
Yes, I care for his heart,
Don't get me wrong,
But I'd fall apart.
I need him there to hold me steady.
When he leaves,
I've left already.
I take the knife,
Now in a shaking hand.
Never before have I had such power,
To take this shining piece of metal,
And slice it deep into my veins,
And let all the hurt and blood inside,
Poor through and out,
And leave me to die.
I know doing this would cause him pain,
But I don't want to still remain.
I need to let this all out.
And tears and words have been forgotten.
As everyday comes to an end,
I get closer to my disembark.
Then one night that I can't stand,
All the pain and tears I've shed,
I will take that cold knife in my shaking hand,
And cut loose all I own,
To leave him for the Promised Land.

this is called My Ending. Because thats what it's about


Best Answer - Chosen by Asker: wow . Thats deep. I can really feel that poem. I enjoyed reading it. But it touched me right here <3